Monday, May 07, 2007

Letter from my heart

You know, I've been thinking lately, thinking hard I mean, that I made the worst mistake choosing in pain... But my intention is not for comeback (hope I don't disappoint you)...
The reason I write here, on-line, where anyone could read it, is that I want to apologize for hurting you so badly with my heartless critics and my selfish attitude.
And I want to tell you something else: THANKS, thanks for understanding me, for being there even when it hurt, for listening to me when I spoke, even if I hurt you with my harsh words. I also thank you for the most beautiful 6 months of my life, may there be better for both of us, and specially, I thank you because you taught me so much about myself that I doubt anyone else will be as helpful.
I know it's late, I know you might not want to read this, but these words are as sincere as they can be, and as surprising as it seems, I wrote them because you had to know them, because my pride's not worth a quarter of what you're worth, and if before I let it get between me and my goals, I now understand that my goals are my only way to be happy. I love you, I'll always love you, and I will never stop loving you, but now it's time to change, move on and transform this selfish, mean idiot into a smiley, nice idiot...

With love, Henry...